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Pity Party
I was supposed to go up to an event in Orange County today, but I just bailed, calling in sick. I don't know if it's all the stress or hormones or the cold that keeps lingering...
Yesterday and today I always feel about 2 seconds away from crying. I even started choking up at the end of leaving a voice mail for my supervisor just now. Yeesh. I'm also snuffly and this morning started throwing up. LOVELY. I suppose I could have muddled through today, but I just did NOT feel like going at all. And this after I went out last night and got some new stuff to wear for today. :(
You know, I never had a *real* vacation this year - nothing over a day or two. I probably need it. Or a really good cry, although if I start I don't know if I'll be able to stop.
For some reason I felt like journaling about this for pity party purposes, but also am a wee bit embarrassed about it since I'm normally NOT like this, and so I'm turning off comments. *smoooch*
Yesterday and today I always feel about 2 seconds away from crying. I even started choking up at the end of leaving a voice mail for my supervisor just now. Yeesh. I'm also snuffly and this morning started throwing up. LOVELY. I suppose I could have muddled through today, but I just did NOT feel like going at all. And this after I went out last night and got some new stuff to wear for today. :(
You know, I never had a *real* vacation this year - nothing over a day or two. I probably need it. Or a really good cry, although if I start I don't know if I'll be able to stop.
For some reason I felt like journaling about this for pity party purposes, but also am a wee bit embarrassed about it since I'm normally NOT like this, and so I'm turning off comments. *smoooch*