Well, if Rowling kills off Harry in the last book, I doubt I will ever read them again, knowing what's going to happen, so no, I don't blame you for feeling this way. I left the HP fandom pretty much last year with all the wanking of the shippers, but what really got me was the end of HBP. I'm still in shock about that. :( I dumped all my Snape icons, for a long time. I stopped reading the book at a certain point, literally threw it down on the bed and walked off. It wsn't until the next day that I managed to finish it, and then only to find online that a storm had broken over the shipping! It was all pretty much wtf!