I know, I'm feeling like that too.
I feel I've spent so much energy worrying about what's gonna happen, part of me wants it to end so I can go on and ignore it ever happened and setttle for happier fics.

It's not like the show has declined on quality but it has gotten so depressing and I kinda hate that.

it's like RTD Reeled us in with his happy-go-lucky show and then settled to torture us for a few years