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mrv3000 ([personal profile] mrv3000) wrote2009-03-24 04:10 pm

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MRI = EVIL TUBE OF DEATH

Or that's apparently what my brain thought when it proceeded to have a full-blown anxiety attack the second I went in the tube. Just so you know, I now feel sorry for hamsters.

I'm trying again on Thursday, but I will be heavily medicated and it'll be on the open MRI machine instead of the tube. *shudders*

[identity profile] avoria.livejournal.com 2009-03-24 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Meep. I used to have panic attacks, when I was younger — they're not nice at all. And from what I've seen on House, MRIs look effing scary even on screen.

*hugness*

[identity profile] mrv3000.livejournal.com 2009-03-24 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
And what I've seen onscreen looked a whole lot bigger than what they shoved me into. It was TINY.

[identity profile] poohmusings.livejournal.com 2009-03-24 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Awww, you poor thing! Did they try to stick your entire body in the tube? The one time I had an MRI (to make sure my head wasn't full of brain tumors omg), only my head went in, so I didn't get freaked out. Since I get antsy in packed elevators, I'd hate to see my reaction to a full-body MRI.

Man, it's been such a rough month for you! *HUGS*

[identity profile] mrv3000.livejournal.com 2009-03-24 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I was in pretty far. It's all sort of a blur. :D

But thanks. I'm now on some meds that are supposed to help vertigo, and that does seem to be taking the edge off.

[identity profile] poohmusings.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm now on some meds that are supposed to help vertigo, and that does seem to be taking the edge off.

Ooh, yeah, I always carry around some vertigo meds with me. That stuff strikes whenever it wants (with NO warning!) and is so hard to deal with. *continued hugs*

[identity profile] reve-silencieux.livejournal.com 2009-03-24 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Awww... I had to do that when I was seven for three hours. Thankfully I didn't really know better and handled it okay, despite needing to go to the bathroom halfway through. That was fun! I'm glad you can go to the open one next time. I was a bit peeved when I grew up and found out that they'd come out with that. Lucky!

Hope everything turns out okay!

[identity profile] mrv3000.livejournal.com 2009-03-24 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
3 hours?? OMG. You poor thing!!

And thanks!

[identity profile] reve-silencieux.livejournal.com 2009-03-24 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Yep, and it was all the way in too. I'm just glad I didn't really know what was going on then since they were looking for brain tumors. Scary! Of course I've since found out how bad it was for my parents. :-/ I wish they hadn't gone through that. I think I had the easier part!

[identity profile] gowdie.livejournal.com 2009-03-24 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
The open one, if it's the one I've had, is a lot less scary than the closed tube. It's this massive thing - that narrows down to a circle - but they only shove the part of your body they're scanning through the circle part. So if it's your head - your head will be surrounded, but your shoulders down will be in a much bigger space - like room like space. The worst part, I thought, was how loud it was.

Good luck! And happy meds - are always a good time/idea. Take em when you can get em - the world becomes an easier place.

[identity profile] larissa-j.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
The worst part, I thought, was how loud it was.

YES. I'd forgotten that. There's really no sound like it.

[identity profile] tarzanic.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
Yuck! I hope the open machine and meds help you! (They did for my mom when she had to go for one and she's terribly claustrophobic.) Good luck.

[identity profile] larissa-j.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
I've had three for my head and it's not so bad :) The trick is not to get too worked up beforehand. For brain scans, it's in the tube and they are rather long, so I do understand the anxiety. I gave myself a migraine over the first one. Which was kind of ironic.

[identity profile] janetmaca.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Want my rods? They won't be able to stick you in an MRI and they'll have to find another way to figure things out.

[identity profile] katesutton.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
Meep. I hope the next one goes better. I cannot imagine having to be shoved all the way in there; the one time I had an MRI, I decided that actually, yes, I probably was a bit claustrophobic as the mere thought of having to spend an hour INSIDE that machine was yucky. Probably deafening too. Jeez, those things are loud.

[identity profile] diavestra.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
Ugh. Sounds horrific. Is this so they can try and find out what's wrong with you???

I hope Thursday goes better.

I've always thought that having an MRI or CT scan would be horrible. Lord knows my dad had enough of them. *shudder*

[identity profile] beck-liz.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
Eeeek! *hugs* I have no idea how I'd react to going into one of those, but I suspect not well. YOu have my sympathies.

[identity profile] orelle-peredhil.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, no. =( Completely agree with you on the Evil Tube of Death - had to get in one when I had an appendicitis scare a few years back, and all that banging made me ever more scared than I already was. I hope the panic eases with the meds, and hope of course that everything shows up okay on the scan. *hug*

[identity profile] tripocket.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry it was such an awful experience. Hopefully the meds will be lovely next time around.

[identity profile] elirrina.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
:( I hope that it goes well.

[identity profile] jesidres.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
*Chibis meep in concern*

Hope it goes better next time! *chibis go in with you.*

[identity profile] jesidres.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
And now I have to mention reading this 12 hours later, I see the words "EVIL TUBE" And suddenly hear Former Senator Ted Stevens saying "It's a series of tubes!"

BRAIN. CRACKED. WTF.

[identity profile] fiona-conn.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 03:37 pm (UTC)(link)
*giggles* xDDD

[identity profile] goldy-dollar.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
ASASSSKJKKJKJKKKK.

I was going to offer to go out there and hold your hand, but drugs are probably more effective.

[identity profile] maypanic.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
I can't understand that at all. I mean, what about being fed head-first into what appears to be a giant electric pencil sharpener could possibly make you anxious? :P

*hugs*

[identity profile] theyellow-daisy.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
I've never had a MRI, but the idea of it freaks me out.

I'm sorry you had a terrible time. I hope Thursday goes smoothly for you.

[identity profile] frenchroast.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 06:21 am (UTC)(link)
I think I must be the only person who enjoyed their experience with an MRI. I mostly just closed my eyes and listened to the machine hum and click. It was like having a malfunctioning R2-D2 lovingly hover around you. Really kind of peaceful; I almost fell asleep a couple of times. The far worse part of the whole thing was when the nurses completely failed at injecting me with the contrast--the first part was done without, and I actually had to come back the next day so they could get the nurse who was "good at sticking people"--and even she took three tries to get the needle in my veins. Damn my rolling veins. I can never become a heroin addict thanks to them.

[identity profile] suzvoy.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
*clings*

[identity profile] sesaworuban.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 08:33 am (UTC)(link)
Urgh - they are not nice... very loud, very contained. :(

I've been rubbish at following your LJ because I don't know why you need an MRI... will go back and have a look.

Sorryyyy. :(

[identity profile] anotokino.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 10:18 am (UTC)(link)
That sounds horrible :(
*sends good vibes*

[identity profile] audrich.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
*sends every good wish*

[identity profile] yourebrilliant.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 11:17 am (UTC)(link)
Oh darling, what a shame. I had to get an MRI after I had my first seizure and they can be very cramped. Hope all goes well on Thursday.

[identity profile] sg1padawan.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 11:38 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* It's not nice at all.

The last time I had a CT scan I started to get all anxious and claustrophobic - and that was only my head! I ended up just having to close my eyes and try to ignore where my head was because I knew I'd freak if I didn't.

I hope your second try goes better.

[identity profile] fiona-conn.livejournal.com 2009-03-25 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
wow. Blimey. o.o

*enfolds you in a massive hug*

I'm sorry you had a rough time of it. =\ Hope next time will go better.

[identity profile] threerings.livejournal.com 2009-03-27 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I just had my fourth MRI. Not a really fun thing ever. This time I asked the doctor for meds before hand and I took Ativan. It made the difference between feeling like I was fighting off a panic attack and being almost able to relax in the tube. When you're not freaking out the noise sounds kinda like cool techno music.